Auditions for characters in my life.
How can god manage to make my life perfectly miserable? Oh oh and me how did he manage to mold me with special powers to suppress every single emotion? It's like sometimes I feel like I don't belong in this planet, I look around and realize what I have become it shocks me to find out that I am the only one who'd manage to live throught all these years without a severe case of depression. Truthfully I talk myself out of everything literally like I plan my dreams (ps you wont want to know) I plan my days and trust me that is pathetic beyond anything and everything crazy you've been told. I guess I'm never ready to sink into sorrows of reality that I, fool myself everyday and when all is over I'm sitll a fooled fool and that my people is the most depressing feeling ever, ending days knowing it's all a lie and knowing that your going to start a day and end a day like the day before, literally kills. Like a hot hot kinfe stabbing a frozen heart, sizzling and smoking.
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