How I am feeling at the moment.
Honestly speaking, I am a body alone, I have no idea where in search has my soul gone to, its enlightening actually I figured out many things about me, starting with, I can lay in bed up till 2 days straight and still manage to remain lazy and sleepy as hell, I am immune to the hot burning sun rays shining on my face through my windows and onto my bed where, me,my soulless body lays , I still manage to sleep through it, actually i sleep through many other things, my mom screaming at me to stay alive, my dog's early morning howlings, my phone ringing somewhere in the room, my sisters nose allergy and the god awful sounds she makes, my grandmothers mantra chanting for hours and hours and urghhh hours. I know i surprised myself alot indeed
And when I'm awake, I keep refreshing facebook and tumblr pages, yeah lets not get there, but just a point if it was a youtube video my refreshing would have got the guy a thousand a hour FML indeed. My phone has been ringing of two things, calls and batt low, which i still have yet to find, my clothes are all dumped in a big ass suitcase, my room is a mess, and my grandmum is on my neck telling me to pack 4 pairs of trousers, 4 shirts, yeah 4 of everything, and how long am i going to stay there? LONGER. urgggghhh.
Speaking of packing and all i have 20 days left and i met about 20% of people i have to meet out of 100%, Gosh how am i going to rush them into meeting yours truly? Firstly gotta find my soul, its like I have nothing in me, i haven't read finish this ceclia ahern book that im dying to find out how the climax is, I let my phone ring and just sit and hear it, my chat pop ups are insane and i never replied to any, oh i did BRB and i got the fuck off. For now i just wanna be there and not there.
Its funny how I am in this middle being emo and being positive, Its like 'bleah Im crappy' and ' HEYY im feeling crappy' Get it? me neither.
I bumped into a few friends of mine that i havent met in like a year, and from like feeling like a zombie i went into disney channel character, so bubbly and cheerful gah, why? how?
Anway I seriously cant wait to leave these loca people mayne, seriously I sink into depression by just hearing their voice, its something like your trying to avoid and its just there staring at you, meh. disturbing, Speaking of leaving, the next person to ask me 'hmmmm so you leaving, what u gonna do?' your in for a show my friend, yeah enjoy me and all my bottled up emotions in your face your welcome. Knowing me, plans and me just a big no no, yeah how you gonna make in life blah blah blah look here CEO Im human i have instincts, ill manage to stay, i guess. but thats not the point, ill find my way around, dont worry about me getting married so young, who'd wanna marry me? i cant cook, i cant clean, i talk wayyy to much, and i have a temper of a beast.
Bleah, my life tales, exaggeration is key.
GTG.
ha, i read through my misery your humor enjoy ya routine life.
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