2^nd September 2010

Had a break down today, nothing new of course,  no side effects and no major damage, when I was younger damage was done, now I hold my temper, because most the stuff around me, my hard earned money.

Today’s breakdown was a mild one, I have no idea what ticked me off? Is it because I was carrying two heavy bags of supplies and walking too all three giant megastores  in the hot hot sun, or after I was done with, waiting for the bus once again in the scorching sun for an hour, and then got pissed to get a cab, and only when I left the long queue then the bus arrived, or I just don’t know.

My ambience is in a mess, it looks like mess I wake up to mess I eat sleep with mess thus I am a mess, so I tried put it all together feeling all messy well you know it was a big mess, gee I wonder how many mess did I say.

Never mind, so my sister came in my room all the way to the third floor to take a piss and that pissed me off, we have four bathrooms, why mine? So I slapped the door on her toe, I know shouldn’t have done that, so after I cleared the mess of the floor I went down to apologize in a not nice way, “I am in the wrong I wont admit but think of me coming and talking to you as a sorry” yeah, I should probably stop that, or else I am going to end up alone and lonely, my bright bright blunt future.

Watched two movies in a row, yeah social life mega depressing. Movies that immediate effect it has on you once it end, whimsical. Feel like pouting your lips, walk home with this magically created long legs, having this thoughts, and reacting to things is a weirdly not you creepy way. Hey maybe its just me, or not, maybe you feel it too? Who am I kidding, my thoughts and me, bleah.

So I heard this joke of the internet, this guy, had some problems, so he went to the shrink, and well the shrink told him he had low self esteem, so the shrink gave him a book to hell him in that area, this guy read finished the whole book on his way back, and when he reached home, he told his wife, that he is the man of the house and everything should go by his word, he also ordered his wife to make a gourmet meal and desert after which to draw him his bath, then he asked his wife “after all that do you know who is going to get me dressed and comb my hair?” the wife in reply said “ the Singapore casket!” Talk about crude joke.

Alright I am done for today. 3^rd of September tomorrow, ah the weekends all play but I work, sweet. 52 more days for exams I am so feeling the pressure.

Goodnight.

2^nd September 2010

Had a break down today, nothing new of course,  no side effects and no major damage, when I was younger damage was done, now I hold my temper, because most the stuff around me, my hard earned money.

Today’s breakdown was a mild one, I have no idea what ticked me off? Is it because I was carrying two heavy bags of supplies and walking too all three giant megastores  in the hot hot sun, or after I was done with, waiting for the bus once again in the scorching sun for an hour, and then got pissed to get a cab, and only when I left the long queue then the bus arrived, or I just don’t know.

My ambience is in a mess, it looks like mess I wake up to mess I eat sleep with mess thus I am a mess, so I tried put it all together feeling all messy well you know it was a big mess, gee I wonder how many mess did I say.

Never mind, so my sister came in my room all the way to the third floor to take a piss and that pissed me off, we have four bathrooms, why mine? So I slapped the door on her toe, I know shouldn’t have done that, so after I cleared the mess of the floor I went down to apologize in a not nice way, “I am in the wrong I wont admit but think of me coming and talking to you as a sorry” yeah, I should probably stop that, or else I am going to end up alone and lonely, my bright bright blunt future.

Watched two movies in a row, yeah social life mega depressing. Movies that immediate effect it has on you once it end, whimsical. Feel like pouting your lips, walk home with this magically created long legs, having this thoughts, and reacting to things is a weirdly not you creepy way. Hey maybe its just me, or not, maybe you feel it too? Who am I kidding, my thoughts and me, bleah.

So I heard this joke of the internet, this guy, had some problems, so he went to the shrink, and well the shrink told him he had low self esteem, so the shrink gave him a book to hell him in that area, this guy read finished the whole book on his way back, and when he reached home, he told his wife, that he is the man of the house and everything should go by his word, he also ordered his wife to make a gourmet meal and desert after which to draw him his bath, then he asked his wife “after all that do you know who is going to get me dressed and comb my hair?” the wife in reply said “ the Singapore casket!” Talk about crude joke.

Alright I am done for today. 3^rd of September tomorrow, ah the weekends all play but I work, sweet. 52 more days for exams I am so feeling the pressure.

Goodnight.