Being a grown up, responsibilites, a job, bills and expenses, social life. Has all gotten to me this year. The jobs I had werent very much respectable, common i have been clearing and wiping tables the whole year, It was shitty but i must add i learnt so much about happiness, i quit being a waitress after working at so many places, hotels restaurants and bars, I have gain a whole lot of experience and respect for the jobs people had around me.

Many asked and teased me of this job, if they hadn't said it, i know their thinking it, its not the best job in the world, if i have to do it all over again i would without sulking. but to me its a learning experience. I hate for people who look down on these jobs, to me anything involves hardwork deserves alot and i mean alot of appreciation. If you was put in a spot to get the job and you're skeptical about the way it works and choose not to, its definitely way better doing it then absolutely nothing at all

I am glad to be the one of very few in these times, to know and have choosen to live happy over status, i didnt come of the room with a condo and car keys in a hand and a credit card in the other, i believe no one has, unless your piddy's son or paris hilton or of the bill gates family tree.

To me, being a grown up is to manage with what you have and be able to be happy. My mom tells me, 'I feel so bad i can't do things for you i cant get you the stuff you want, it kills me to go out with you and watch you looking at things you'd want and i cant get you', she just does not realize it means alot to me to be out with her spending time.

You know little things like this, if you looked it the other way can make alot of difference.

I know I am not the brightest one from the bunch, but having the confidence to pull through still lives and strives in me, so here it is to all the people who think my story has ended, it hasn't, it is still going on, its just that i choose to take the long way around. learning itsy bits that will help me with my life lessons gained. this is exactly the meaning of my tattoo wrong way round, long way round. In case you wondering.

Thou i have to admit, its really hard to have family that damns you, friends that damns you. When i haven't met a friend of long time and we finally do, its hard for me to explain myself, i try and use my goofiness to side track, its hard and painful but i know ill get there. I do not have plans to execute well not just yet, but i have faith it will all fall into place, faith in me.

So this a wrap yall.
1 more week to india.

Labels: diary

Being a grown up, responsibilites, a job, bills and expenses, social life. Has all gotten to me this year. The jobs I had werent very much respectable, common i have been clearing and wiping tables the whole year, It was shitty but i must add i learnt so much about happiness, i quit being a waitress after working at so many places, hotels restaurants and bars, I have gain a whole lot of experience and respect for the jobs people had around me.

Many asked and teased me of this job, if they hadn't said it, i know their thinking it, its not the best job in the world, if i have to do it all over again i would without sulking. but to me its a learning experience. I hate for people who look down on these jobs, to me anything involves hardwork deserves alot and i mean alot of appreciation. If you was put in a spot to get the job and you're skeptical about the way it works and choose not to, its definitely way better doing it then absolutely nothing at all

I am glad to be the one of very few in these times, to know and have choosen to live happy over status, i didnt come of the room with a condo and car keys in a hand and a credit card in the other, i believe no one has, unless your piddy's son or paris hilton or of the bill gates family tree.

To me, being a grown up is to manage with what you have and be able to be happy. My mom tells me, 'I feel so bad i can't do things for you i cant get you the stuff you want, it kills me to go out with you and watch you looking at things you'd want and i cant get you', she just does not realize it means alot to me to be out with her spending time.

You know little things like this, if you looked it the other way can make alot of difference.

I know I am not the brightest one from the bunch, but having the confidence to pull through still lives and strives in me, so here it is to all the people who think my story has ended, it hasn't, it is still going on, its just that i choose to take the long way around. learning itsy bits that will help me with my life lessons gained. this is exactly the meaning of my tattoo wrong way round, long way round. In case you wondering.

Thou i have to admit, its really hard to have family that damns you, friends that damns you. When i haven't met a friend of long time and we finally do, its hard for me to explain myself, i try and use my goofiness to side track, its hard and painful but i know ill get there. I do not have plans to execute well not just yet, but i have faith it will all fall into place, faith in me.

So this a wrap yall.
1 more week to india.

Labels: diary